oh my god, what a night? im so drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

everything has been up and down last week, i know i think 2 much and i shoudn't do that.

 

but now i know, specially when im drunk, i know how i feel deep inside!! i can't afford 2 make any mistakes. i wana be good, really really good. i know what good for me, i know what do i really want!

 

i promise myself, wont be thinking too much, dont thinking about stuff which can make me upset, look ahead, look for the future.

 

i was a good girl and i will be a good girl.

 

nite nite!!!!

people have been falling apart, sumtimes its hard to guess what people acturely thinking in their heads.

 

i hate guessing.

 

maybe im dont feel secure enough, thats why i have to keep guessing n tell myself off.

 

i dont understand sum thing i did, but i never regreat about it, maybe.... i dont know,i have a really strange feeling inside, im scared, fucking scared!!!!!!!!

 

its not easy, nothing has been easy 4 me,i thot i never did anything ment to hurt anyone, i didnt say anything ment to hurt anyone, i thot the god will treat me nicer, i thot i had a pretty good life, but ever since that friday nite, everything had changed, maybe it was my own fault, maybe i deserved that, maybe im not a nice person at all.

 

maybe i shud just stop thinking something, some people. my heart has been over taking for too long.

 

i wana cry in ur arm.