remembered one of my friends said to me before, there always a story behide a girl who smokes.

 

so what is your story??

 

my story so far was quite simple! after all, i still feel im lucky. i have almost everything a girl who need, but the only thing i missing is the hardest to find. don't know when will i find it? or will i find it at all? anyway i don't care right now!!!! really enjoy my life at the moment, never feel like the way i feel about myself before.

 

im quiting smoking again, even though i know there will be more stories waiting for me and my life. im not doing this for anyone, just for my own good. don't know how long will this time take? but im sure i will be more than just fine! because i did it before and i know i can do it again.

 

when nature trust doesnt exist anymore, which means im not yours anymore, i will stop loving you. heard this from somewhere the other day. its very true, so i wrote down here to keep reminding myself.

 

i love you guys,thanks for everything!

 

talked 2 my mum last night,about loads of stuff.

 

i told her that im old enuough just let it be n let it go, she said no matter how old i am, im always their little girl, i wouldnt understand how they feel till i become a parent on day.

 

very true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

but i thot i did, strange feeling.

 

luv my mum, dad n sister

went to the beach 2day wiv my friends n had chocolate ice-cream,yammy yammy.made me feel so happy.

 

went 4 a paddle,the water was so cold,freezing cold,but was nice.

 

nice day,feel like summer is already cuming.

 

luv the sun,luv the sand.deffo go bak if im not working.

 

went to xs 2nite,lots of cripy guys.lol.but wasnt that bad,had a bit dance.

 

nite.

 

xxx